Years of longing finally came to an end. It was here, that one chance to feel the most unforgettable feeling in my existence. Only one night, filled with desire, love spewing from every direction in the room, it was common ground, yet still shaky with nerves of innocence. He’s the one, my long lost love, where my soul feels at home, where it belongs. His touch is like no other, it’s safe yet erotic in its own way. His kisses feel like rain, dripping all over my naive mind. And the look that he gave me is one I can only read. Night was almost over, the sun was on its way, and though it came to an end, every time I close my eyes it’s all I see.
Take a deep breath every morning when you wake up since you were given another day to make things better.
Walk throughout you’re life in a state of bliss as each blessing meant for you comes your way.
Love all those dear to you unconditionally but make sure its returned to keep the world spinning round.
Give hugs to those that have no one to give hugs too and make them feel needed.
Smile at someone that looks unhappy to reassure them things will get better.
Life is too precious to stress about things that you have no control over. With so much ugliness in the world, it’s up to us to appreciate the beauty all around us. We need to take care of ourselves physically, mentally, emotionally, and some of us spiritually to be able to be strong for our loved ones when needed. Toxicity comes in different forms and through different people. Stay away from it; when you let toxicity play with your emotions and your heart, you only make decisions and taking routes that end up hurting you in the long run. Open you eyes and ears to awaken that part of you that feels you deserve better. And go after what is better. Those supportive of you, your family, and goals will be nothing but positive and honest. Even if it hurts your feelings. Life isn’t easy, for those that think it is, aren’t truly living. We have to be the best we can at what we’re good at. There’s a reason we each have the talents we do. Don’t waste them.
Random day off thoughts…
Texas Sunset-Laguna Madre
Be “shore” of yourself
Be adventurous & come out of your shell.
Excercise daily & make waves when you want.
Be warm & inviting. Soak up the sunshine.
Be flexible take time to coast.
Be unique & avoid “pier” pressure.
Be beautiful & “sea” the beauty within.
Don’t get “tide” down.
Be a safe harbor.
Don’t be afraid to make changes.
Relax & be calm.
Have hidden treasures.
Help carry a load. Feed someone. Share your bounty.
Frolic, play & have fun outside.
To thine own self be true.
From a Mermaid:
Beauty comes from within.
Sea treasures in simple things.
Take time to Shellebrate.
Share life’s joyful song.
Make a wish upon a starfish.
Let your conchience guide you.
Dont turn tail & hide.
Believe in magic.
From a Dolphin:
Find someone you click with.
Sound out new ideas.
Glide through the day with ease.
Find your life’s porpoise.
Jump for joy.
From a Sea Turtle:
Swim with the current.
Be a good navigator.
Stay calm under pressure.
Be well traveled.
Thing long term.
Spend time at the beach.
I close my eyes and see your face.
Every chance I get you feel closer to me, sometimes I’m even able to touch you with my mind. As my heart races within these thoughts, you vanish to your own dark world where I’m never invited to. My eyes open without me realizing it; it’s like you never existed. I close my eyes and see your face. That’s the only way to get close to you, the only way I can have you.
If only we could dive into an ocean filled with tears of joy to cleanse our souls of all its madness.
To start our lives with a clean slate erasing all of our mistakes only to make them all over again.
Forgiving all who have ripped a piece of our heart to shreds and forgetting the pain ever existed.
How do you trust someone after they’ve lied to you, over and over, lie after lie. Their focus was temporarily elsewhere, not just one, but two and even three times. Their mind had drifted into a dark world that you didn’t have a chance to exist in. You gave yourself this time, for love, for life, forever. The walls around your heart had disappeared only leaving it exposed to sorrow and disappointment. You’re to weak to be angry and still obey your vows. With so much to give and all unnoticed, the unappreciated out weighs everything in between. How do you trust someone after they’ve lied to you, over and over, lie after lie…well you don’t.