I close my eyes and see your face.
Every chance I get you feel closer to me, sometimes I’m even able to touch you with my mind. As my heart races within these thoughts, you vanish to your own dark world where I’m never invited to. My eyes open without me realizing it; it’s like you never existed. I close my eyes and see your face. That’s the only way to get close to you, the only way I can have you.
If only we could dive into an ocean filled with tears of joy to cleanse our souls of all its madness.
To start our lives with a clean slate erasing all of our mistakes only to make them all over again.
Forgiving all who have ripped a piece of our heart to shreds and forgetting the pain ever existed.
You once were a dream that came true. As time went on you became a dream again; sometimes good, sometimes bad. You’re the dream that never ends, that’s aches my heart, that weakens me, that makes me wish it was reality and never is. Your eyes see all my insides, the parts no one else does, your kiss makes me feel invincible and like I can disappear to where I really want to be, and your warm embrace is like no other. It’s always been you, my dream, my truth, my broken love that haunts me, that I can not or will not ever have.
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Beauty Writer & Lifestyle Blogger April M. Monterrosa is a Proud Latina from San Antonio, Texas, a Military wife, the mama of a dachshund, a licensed Cosmetologist of 18 years, Owner of The Lil Spa Room, & a Nuskin Skin Care Distributor. With beauty & blogging being such passions, Shine Beautifully was born. Shine Beautifully will feature beauty tips, home remedies, quotes, poetry, recipes, personal stories, travel adventures, & an array of other topics. Don’t forget to subscribe!
I’ve stood with you on the ocean, enjoying the tranquil sounds of the sea.
I’ve stood with you in a forest, watching the sun set in the fall.
I’ve stood with you in the desert, against the winds of the strongest sandstorm.
And even though wherever I may stand with you is in my dreams, They are my dreams
and in them you are mine too.
Don’t *ucking tell me you love me when your soul is black and your mind is a gutter for filth.
Don’t *ucking talk to me like I’m a naive child believing every lie you speak.
Don’t *ucking say you wanna be with me when your eyes are like spinning tops watching every feminine presence walk by. Don’t *ucking blame me for your sadness and insecurities when you have others feeding your ego.
Don’t *ucking come back to haunt me when you barely even noticed I was living when you were.
I never forget your face
Yours is the one that brightens my day
I never forget your eyes
Yours are the ones that see right through me
I never forget your mouth
Your always has something sweet and silly to say
I never forget your touch
Yours makes me feel alive
I never forget your voice
Yours speaks to me even through our distance
I never forget your love
Your love is unforgettable
I never forget you
You never forget me
I wish you’d see me for all that I am.
I wish you’d hear me I’m screaming with all my might.
I wish you’d speak to me instead of holding back.
I wish you’d miss me the way you found me.
I wish you’d love me the way you say you do.