Don’t

How do you trust someone after they’ve lied to you, over and over, lie after lie. Their focus was  temporarily elsewhere, not just one, but two and even three times. Their mind had drifted into a dark world that you didn’t have a chance to exist in. You gave yourself this time, for love, for life, forever. The walls around your heart had disappeared only leaving it exposed to sorrow and disappointment. You’re to weak to be angry and still obey your vows. With so much to give and all unnoticed, the unappreciated out weighs everything in between. How do you trust someone after they’ve lied to you, over and over, lie after lie…well you don’t.
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Fade

Beauty and light is all I see
Dark and bitter is all you’ll be
Still not recovered from a broken heart and punishing thy self by laying with a wicked soul.
Only wishing to be held again in the deep river of true love.
While the wish doesn’t come true she slowly fades away like the clouds of a rainstorm accepting the sunlight.
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